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Eggsy Unwin ([personal profile] madeover) wrote2015-05-20 07:32 pm

open post.



text messages, brackets, prose, anything goes!
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[personal profile] halosuit 2015-05-27 06:26 am (UTC)(link)
Everyone deals with grief in different ways, Eggsy. ( take him, for example; occasionally getting pick-me-up plastered and needing a ride home because of the ghost of harry hart that still torments him because he lets it.

but even headily intoxicated, roxy has more tact than to say that. she swallows that observation for a later date and continues to wax poetic about about the pain of loss. )


There's no right or wrong way about it. Besides that, it'd be a private matter, not something we flaunt the second we pull up in the moving truck. It could be a very effective nail in the coffin of our emotional manipulation — ( being vulnerable around people tend to make them trust you. or rather, made them feel superior to you ) — as well as explain away any inconsistencies between us as a couple.

( and she tips er wine glass at him, like that's his queue to go oooh and cheers her for this thorough thought process. )
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[personal profile] halosuit 2015-05-27 06:43 am (UTC)(link)
( the arm with the umbrella gets trapped between them when he hugs her; the tactfully designed weapon is also 100% water resistient, but held at such an awkward, crooked angle just means water is running off the top and down her back. which completely negates the purpose of having an umbrella in the first place. but roxy ultimately doesn't mind in the long run.

her unengaged arm hesitates, then snakes around so she can splay her palm between his shoulder blades and press — just a little bit of reaffirming pressure before she rubs her hand in a soothing circle (of assessment). after a few strokes, a few beats, a few breaths against her lapel, roxy pulls away to get a better look at his face. )


You alright?

( because eggsy's rather touchy feely. it's a good thing, a great thing, and something she's come to crave as a sort of cathardic release just as much as the next person in an intense, high stress work environment. but there's something tired about the way he leans on her, and it's concerning. )
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[personal profile] halosuit 2015-05-27 08:30 pm (UTC)(link)
which do you play, Eggsy?
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[personal profile] halosuit 2015-05-31 06:46 am (UTC)(link)
( it's been 30 hours since she was cleared to go home after a close brush with death. but there's still a puncture wound just above her hip and really, really heavy duty painkillers in her system. )

I don't want to drive.

( or but on real clothes )

you could come over here. I have a flatscreen.
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[personal profile] halosuit 2015-05-31 11:18 pm (UTC)(link)
Likewise.

( she grins at eggsy while he peels away from her; out from under the umbrella and back into the rain to circle the car and open the passenger door. it's the stupid kind of smile that doesn't go away, either; the slaphappy, content grin that roxy treats the wet pavement to as she follows in his wake, collapsing her umbrella in order to slide into the drivers seat with a decent amount of grace. )

Merlin's asked me to retrieve you for a debrief — ( and he's probably got trackers in everything they own, so she's not exactly about to disobey him outright, but... ) — but afterwards I was thinking we could grab a drink. Or I can just take you home, I'm sure your jetlagged. ( which is her polite way of telling him that, yes, you look dead on your feet, eggsy. )
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[personal profile] halosuit 2015-06-02 08:28 am (UTC)(link)
We could be. We could also be trying to work through it.

( eggsy downs his wine in one big gulp, and roxy feels a little sorry that she's driven him to drink. it is a sour idea and a hard sell, but it had been the most solid one she could think of; a direct appeal to pathos, a very visceral hurt that would have anyone sympathetic to their loss.

and they're kind of super secret spies. if they couldn't sell a good lie, kingsman really had no use to them.

though the prospect of livingbreathingsleepingeating roxanne and gary alden 24/7 is a bit daunting, roxy sees it as something of a challenge at this point. and like all other things she challenges herself to do, with execute this one perfectly. but while she's not worried about eggsy's committment to their roles once they had them all hammered down, she's a good friend and a little worried about his heart. so with the fingers not wrapped around the stem of her wine glass, she reaches out to pat the back of his hand. )


I remember reading about the psychological strains of undercover work, and the importance of checking emotional baggage at the door, both in and out. So if, starting Wednesday, it just feels right to yell and scream at, and to hate each other, we ought to work with that. But please know that no matter what we say to each other, I still love you, alright?
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[personal profile] halosuit 2015-06-03 05:10 am (UTC)(link)
Yesh I am.

( quite high. quite alive. )

How are you feeling, eggsy?
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[personal profile] halosuit 2015-06-03 07:44 am (UTC)(link)
No.

( that answer is simply, and quick to the tip of her tongue. her eyes are blessedly dry, but for some reason her nose is still clogged, and roxy has to fight the urge to sniffle pathetically and rub her upper lip. )

I figured it would be best — I shouldn't let emotion cloud my judgement. I could be needed here, and he'll probably be alright.

( right?

right? )
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[personal profile] halosuit 2015-06-03 08:29 pm (UTC)(link)
Make sure you keep them clean, yeah?
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[personal profile] halosuit 2015-06-05 06:10 am (UTC)(link)
If either of us get an infection we'll be out of the field for twice as long.
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[personal profile] halosuit 2015-06-05 08:20 am (UTC)(link)
( she nods decidedly, in complete agreement with his game plan and turning the keys in the engine.

it's rather common practice among the knights to compare their latest exploits. they don't see each other all that often, and most of their lives are comprised of kingsman adventures, so shop talk is an easy conversational track to fall into. there's always little things left off the mission reports, anyway; comical errors that nearly ended in death or off hours drinks with tall blondes with nice legs. their line of work is lucrative for hilarious and dramatic stories, and at least most of the time, agents come off their planes or into hq with a spring in their steps and can't wait to share.

but as they peel off of the airstrip and onto a rather empty side road that will eventually lead to a busier highway, and as eggsy closes his eyes and rhapsodizes about home (there's a lot of weight in that one word), roxy deduces that he probably doesn't want to talk about costa rica. )


I don't suppose you've heard about Kay's mishap in Malaysia?
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[personal profile] halosuit 2015-06-05 08:45 am (UTC)(link)
( i love you feels like something that cheapens the more you say it. though, and roxy recognizes the root of her reservations, that could just be because she doesn't say it much outside of the realm of close, immediate family. and even then, with good breeding and the proper distance between parent and child in the name of independence, she hasn't gushed to her mother or father about how much she loved them in years. they were a reasonably healthy, functional family; i love you was practically written into the contract, it was only appropriate.

and now, apparently, appropriate here too — with eggsy, in her living room, while they prepared to go undercover for realstically about a month.

it's just a job, he preaches, and she smiles; nods and continuing the streak of uncharacteristic — drunk, we'll blame it on the wine — affection, lifts his hand to her mouth to press a quick kiss to his knuckles before disengaging and going for more wine. monday morning sees eggsy unwin sprawled all over her couch, waking to the sound of wine glasses being washed, and staying for tea. but then they part ways, independent adults as they are.

there's affairs to be put in order. merlin says they can take one dog, and conscious of his extended stint in costa rica last mission, roxy offers to put duchess in the kennel so their house pet can be jb. he's a good dog; spoiled and perpetually happy, which might take the edge off any really aggrieved emotions that could manifest under the stain of their facade. there's also the matter of wardrobe and furniture, which merlin leaves to them. kingsman has got a warehouse of cars, and probably about ten more of clothing, furniture, wigs, and weaponry; roxy makes a day of lounging around her flat (she misses it while they're away) and picking out the clothes, bed, dresser, and dishes that will be in their moving van come wednesday afternoon. she also takes a virtual tour of their new house and thinks, if it weren't right next door to rich, potential technological terrorists, it would be quite a lovely place to live.

they're busy, and the next time she properly sees eggsy, it's in "their" car, with the moving van in tow. )
Hello, darling, ( she greets. but it lacks the sincerity that her father greets her mother with, and roxy resolves to work on that before they arrive. eggsy drives, for once, and there's a bit of idle chatter, but for the most part they're quiet in anticipation of their mission.

it's a nice neighborhood. expensive; old buildings; well trimmed lawns and she can hear a few kids scrapping in the distance, and a dog barking. in the back seat, jb is at the window making the little excited boofs that dogs do when excited. and in the front seat, she brushes eggsy's wrist on the gear stick before he can kill the engine and get out — before everything really starts. )


Nothing personal, yeah? ( like that's going to be the motto of their entire stint as husband and wife. )

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